I'll get through it

Haven't been posting for a month now and honestly because my life is boring like that. Dreading school, getting horrible results, rushing out assignments and projects, complaining about project mates, enjoying weekends (while I can but now I can't even) and now to revising for finals. Technically, I'm not completely done with school yet because I'm down to one last report and assignment. It has been overwhelming so far, with me declaring that this is my worst semester ever. I just can't imagine the grades I'm gonna be getting out of this because honestly so far, all my grades don't look promising at all :( I wish I'm smarter and not constantly be down because of results' issues. Can't wait for this semester to be over and I'm off for my internship (which honestly I'm dreading it now too) but at least my weekends will be carefree though I'm totally dreading the "wake up early every morning and squeeze with people" moments sigh.

Life so far in pictures:

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21

Because my 21st is pretty simple and can be summed up with a few pictures.

Because JA don't bother telling SR she blinked hahaha so mean.

With that said, I am thankful for my 2 groups of closest friends to actually bother coming down to surprise me at different timings. To be honest, I expected like maybe 1 group only but I didn't expect both groups to be down so thank you guys :') But of course none of this would have been possible without my dearest boy. I honestly don't what I would do without him. He may not be the sweetest guy around but I just like how comfortable we are around each other <3

I was happy yesterday but was disappointed with some. Some friends I was expecting to remember my bday and wish me didn't quite do it. Some did wish but I couldn't sense any sincerity in it anymore. Friendships do need constant maintenance. But I would like to give a special shoutout to one of my oldest friend around - Minyee, who remembers my birthday every single year without fail and for always sending me messages that you know she did indeed place much effort in there. So thank you Minyee for remembering me despite being on exchange. Others? Haha I won't even comment. I can't say I'm the bestest friend around but I will definitely put extra effort into my bday messages for others if I havent seen you around for long but treat you as an important friend. Some people just don't even bother as the year goes by but it's alright. I truly know who cares and who doesn't. I'm no Saint, so please don't expect me to wish you anymore/wish you with sincere messages. I only care for those who truly bothers. 

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" Didn't know it was possible to be best friends and lovers at the same time, but then I met you." 

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Simplicity

No other people (except my favourite boy) makes me happier other than these bunch of friends. Thank you for accepting me for who I am :) They say you don't need many friends, just a few good ones and I'm glad I've found you guys <3

Week 2 of school now and yup still in the holiday mood I would say. Tutorial balloting didn't go so well for me hence the super bad timetable this semester argh. Been feeding myself crazy (as usual). Need to get back on my fitness mode!!!! Oh wells, probably after CNY. Let's hope it will really happen then.

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School's starting and all I can say is sigh. I'm really so not looking forward to this semester and the worse thing is, I'm still not done with my bidding yet. For the past 3 semesters, I usually would have gotten all my modules by Round 2B but this time round I'm gonna bid in round 3 instead argh so frustrating.

On a side note, birthday parties are really not my thing because I'm definitely not a fan of alcohol and mingling around with people I don't know/not close to. So yes I was ultra bored yesterday. My life is so depressing and boring nowadays that I can't wait to actually really move on to a new chapter of my life where I'm free to do the things I want.

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New Beginning

2013 just pass by so quickly I don't even know how. So thank you 2013 for being pretty decent to me though I had my own fair share of unhappiness and disappointment but I mean, these are inevitable right? Really hope 2014 will be an eventful year for me while I struggle to complete another 2 more semesters of uni+ complete my internship. The very fact that I am not getting anymore holidays till December scares me but you know what, I'm gonna strive and do my best. Next semester isn't looking very good because my timetable seems to be really bad sigh. Enjoying my last few days of semester break because I pick myself up again. Let's go 2014 *insert biceps arms* hahahaha

It has been one month since the last post because my December has been absolutely packed and eventful and nope I'm not complaining because this is exactly the way I want to spend my break. So here's some pictures updates from my phone camera.

Favourite item from Yakun <3

#firstpipingcream made by yours truly. Haha sorry I don't really make piping creams cause I'm afraid I'll get an ugly colour

And that's all from me for now. Happy New Year every single one of you reading this. Let's make 2014 worthwhile :) 

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