Wake me up

A break off from studying during recess week to celebrate beloved Siti's birthday! Buffet lunch at 1 Market by Chef Wan @ Plaza Singapura. I wasn't really impressed with the food there but with the price that I'm paying, I guess I really can't ask for more. 

Singrui and I turned up coincidentally in bustier dress and wow there's just really so much common things between us. Many commented that we look alike or to say give off the same feel/vibe, we have pretty much quite similar taste in clothings, we love shopping online (!!!) but sad to say we have very different taste in food though haha. I'm just the more unhealthy version I guess haha. But with that said, always thankful to have this bunch of people in uni xx.

3 mid terms upcoming and argh I'm always that unlucky someone who will have >3 mid terms, not kidding. There's just too much information for me to understand and take in and I hope the papers do show me some mercy please. One falls on a Saturday (thanks operations management) but it's ok cause I'm so looking forward to Sunday!! I have a few assignments due on week 8 but there's something exciting coming up then too hehe can't wait.

xoxo

Sunshine

Recess week is here. Can't believe 6 weeks of school just flew past, well it doesn't quite feel like it. And yup, time to buck up and study for mid terms because well once again, nobody wants to lose to the bellcurve.

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Attended Singrui's 21st a week ago. 21st seem to be a really huge step for everybody and there's been people asking me: Are you holding any birthday party? I wish I could or I rather it's really something big for me so that it would be more meaningful for me to hold one but honestly, it doesn't make any difference. Turning 21 to me is just being a year older that's all. The key to freedom just don't apply to me. What can I say really. Ok yes, back to Singrui's 21st.

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Weekends with the boy has always been precious for me. Yes though I do see him in school now almost every single day, but nothing beats spending a full day with him, doing whatever we want and not thinking about school. So today was just the sun, the sea, nature, childhood and us :)

Had (7 inches square) pizza and it was really good! Why doesn't NUS have this :( apparently it's available both at NTU and SMU boo :( 

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Updated to IOS 7 and honestly I'm not very impressed. Ok sure, the whole interface looks cooler than before but the functions doesn't appeal to me. And some of it even disappoints!!! (like the annoying wallpaper one, ok I think I've complained too many times) Sigh, wish I could revert back to IOS 6 now, at least I won't have trouble using it? 

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Mess

I really don't understand why you are so stubborn, so selfish, so self-centered, so pessimistic, so annoying, so dislikable, so different. There are so many things I wish I could have told you but I'm just afraid of bearing the consequences. We are all grown up and certainly we are entitled to our own opinions. The world doesn't revolve around you and neither is the family.We had put up with you for so many years and every single time I wanna give up. I'm entitled to my own freedom and how I wish you knew how you have destroyed my life for the past few years. I took all in, I didn't rebel, I didn't even say a thing. Now honestly what more do you want from us? I swear we have done the best we could and if you're not satisfied, I suggest you can head off and find a perfect world where perfect humans live in. But the thing is, there is no such world and you're certainly not entitled to live there because you're full of flaws. You overthink things, you hold negative thoughts and honestly I think you're hopeless. If you think you're the only one thinking that it sucks to live in this world, perhaps you can spend a moment thinking for your daughters who had suffered in your hands for so many years. I'm not saying you haven't done a single good thing, or actually you have done many but you always make it so hard for us to be nice to you. It's hard to like you but it's hard to hate you (for long) because ultimately you're still my family. I just wish you can wake up and stop wanting the whole world to go your way. Being overly dramatic doesn't help (at least for me) because I've seen through your tricks. It's so scary because I don't know who to trust and what actually are the truths. Why don't you just wanna be happy? Because I want to but living in this family makes it so hard to. Anybody wanna take me in?

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Come, meet my another family who only knows how to sleep on a moving vehicle. He says: "My family is your family so you can always come find us."

xoxo

Goodbye August

Well, hi there, September. The month of mid terms, projects meetings, more assignments. So yes, another month of boring school. Sometimes(actually all the time) I wish my life can be a little more exciting. And every month I wish for the same thing: Freedom.

xoxo