Ridiculous

So someone came to reprimand me today that I shouldn't vent and rant on social media on certain issues. Oh wow who are you to tell me that. And excuse me, it's my own account and if you're unhappy then you can just freaking unfollow me. You didn't corrected me and told me those last time, so don't even try bother telling me now. Cause to me, it's cause you are already over the phase, obviously you don't feel as strongly as I do? Appreciation, I don't see you saying you appreciate last time either. And please don't compare yourself to me because we are totally different. Don't put your standards on me because I am not you. And I think I have already done what I can by tolerating what she have done so don't tell me I can't even complain about things on my very own twitter. Just so you know, many of my friends are doing that as well and it's not like I bother making any form of judgement either. Just leave me alone and I don't care who you're complaining to either and make me look like I'm a freaking bad tempered and horrible woman because ask those people to come and lead my life before they even judge. Peace out.

Half alive

Every single time I am here, it's either I'm bored so I felt like blogging or basically I had a bad day and so I need to rant. You know that feeling of anticipating better results because you felt like you've studied (as always) but nah, results always do not turn out the way you want it to be. Oh yes, in my case this happened way too many times I can't even keep track anymore. You know that feeling when you want your projects to  go well but your project mates couldn't care less because they feel that they have more important things to care about? Ok this is my first time. You know that feeling when you're anticipating something for weeks and  when the time is almost coming, someone tells you that it's not happening anymore so go fuck yourself because you're unlucky as fuck, oh yes that feeling is bloody fuck up.

ok that basically sums up my feeling for the past week. Seriously, will good things come my way more often? I feel like I have been unlucky my whole life. #nokidding. 

36 months

Just so you know,

xoxo

Ageing

Basically I'm a joke right now cause I injured my lower back :( It hurts like fuck and I injured it while SNEEZING. Oh yes I'm not even kidding you. I sneezed and sneezed and then my lower back gave way *claps* I don't even know how the hell that even happened. It sucks walking around with a injured lower back because it's really painful :( Maybe it's God's way of punishing me for slouching too much,yup so I guess I'll be walking with my back really straight for the next few days. Such a bad timing to be injured.

Feeling rather satisfied with my 2219 mid terms because...I'm finally above average. I guess nm is the major for me then? I forgot quite abit of things during the exam (but I study ok) but it turned out pretty ok. Ah so thankful. Gotta keep working hard. So not looking forward to my 2201 paper this Friday.

xoxo